慎心堂

8/2

 the thing that is fascinating is the thing that arouses your libido,which is not always in its proactive phase .that’s why you need to be charmed to feel animated . it’s a pity that couldn’t make that happen like the rich people did. So you’re in dire need of some kind of creature comforts to quench your thirst and satiate your hunger The sublime world envisioned by you can’t help. It’s a myth crafted by dull people to seduce girls or ladies who believe they are classy ,yet without snob appeal everything loses it’s allure , even the craft that contributes to the creation of the laurels that make them thrilled.

  1.     arouse-喚醒; 叫醒

2.libido-生命力; 本能的衝動

3.animated-生氣勃勃的, 精力旺盛的

4.dire-迫切的需要, 逼近的

5.quench-終結; 破壞

6.satiate-使充分滿足

7.sublime-超凡的; 傑出的

8.snob-拒絕, 斥退

9.allure-引誘

10.laurel-榮耀

 8/3

 Now I learn why masochists need to be suffocated to get the feeling of ecstasy, 

because once you were released from the life –threathening situation you went into raptures-

that’s their ways of getting pleasure. I wonder if this is the game I am going to play right now

—to force myself into despair and then get reborn? Always I was too timid to make such 

dangerous attempts . How can I give up the things I have and expect otherwise? 

It will make me feel extreme plain if I do that , so maybe I need the help of a sadist to torture 

me until I regain the strength to create the joys for myself. How low will that be ? 

Could perish even before I was rescued? That might be the bet I should take before think twice. 
  
  1.     masochist-受虐狂
2ecstasy-忘形; 恍惚
3.rapture-全神貫注, 出神
4.despair-斷念; 死心
5.attempt-嘗試
6.suffocate-使壓抑; 受阻
 
8/4
 
I heard the sound of silence everytime I rub someone the wrong way through my direct manner . 
That was supposed to be a punishment for me . But ,strangely , I got no bitter feeling this time. I psyched 
myself up , vigorously writing a story that came up to me suddenly , In one fell swoop all the sorrows went 
away from me , it was as if I had been taking drugs to put away my melancholy . 
  
  1.swoop-飛撲
2.melancholy悲傷; 憂鬱; 抑鬱
3.psyche作好心理準備
 
8/5
 
I was awakened to the realization that nice girls don’t like sad boys, they prefer to see everything rosy, 
so, what’s the use of you telling them your agony ,your sorrows, your stupid struggle? How can you be 
such a fool as to harp on the same string throughout your life? Just when you think you can spill over 
into there brains, they are in a mind to sing their own songs. That’s why the fact that were adored 
at first doesn’t guarantee you will end up being respected and loved, as the burden of taking another’s 
heart is always heavy enough to derail your wish to be accomodating, even when you kept glorify this merits.  
 
1.Rosy- 光明的; 樂觀的
2.Harp-反覆做同樣的
3.Agony -極苦, 痛苦, 折磨, 掙扎
4.Glorify-美化
5.adore崇拜; 敬愛; 崇敬
 

 
 8/6
 
 
Oh, How wonderful it is , the world of written words, the world of intoxicating obsession!
 I love to say ,that’s the path! That is the truth! How comes, at this hour, I could have that
 blissful encounter ? I could put myself into the state of artistic transcendence by creating 
the visual beauty I love to see? It’s exhilarating, just to show the magic of mental vigor, 
the power of emotional outburst! At other time,I can’t do anything to execute the will of 
oppressed mind,so ,I’m lucky,really .  

1.Intoxicate-刺激; 激勵; 鼓舞
2.Blissful-幸福無比的, 非常快樂的
  3.Transcendence-超越, 卓越, 優越
4.Vigor-氣勢, 氣魄
5.Outburst-爆發
6.Obsession -妄想
7.Oppress-壓迫; 威迫